User blog:LilyBreez/the reason i haven't been active on the wiki

i'm 110% sure nobody on this wiki trusts me or want anything to do with me after every time i came back here

so i've...just always been scared of showing up here ever since i've realized that..

i want to apologize for anything i did, even though i know good and well that i won't be forgiven

and just... i'll... give it one more shot i guess..

if i ever leave again after this i won't be coming back