User blog:LilyBreez/ignore me please

(this post is directed to people i've talked to on this wiki back in 2013-2014. so if you're not one of those people then don't mind me)

honestly i wouldn't be surprised if some of you don't trust me at all

i've lied to you guys so many times in the past, about so many things. i want to be able to make it up to you but i'm not even sure if that's possible. i've met some smart and talented people here, that i know are nice people and i somewhat enjoyed being around them. but the post i made back then? sickening, bald-faced lies that affected my interactions with people even after all the time that went by. now i'm pretty sure by now i've lost everyone's trust, and for a pretty fucking good reason. isn't it fun being irredeemable hahahahah

i will never forgive myself. EVER ;^;